OVERSPENT! dead. lols. i'm left with 30$ for the rest of the week. and i've spent my "monthly reserve" too. aka 私房钱. for august.
on what? on clothes =.= again!
went bugis street today with huifen, and dinner with huifen, howyee, and xinyu! very long never see them le very excited. =)
going out with howyee and huifen to fish spa tomorrow too~ kyaaaa!
was having fun decorating the neoprints. lols, just filling the pictures up with things are fun!
brought them to ma maison at clarke quay (and realize there's a branch at bugis when we reached =.=) but it was totally packed. had to wait an hour and more for a table of four. so we ended up eating azabu sabo, which was great too! wanted to try smth new, but it's my mistake for not thinking of making a reservation in the first place.
anyway, will find the chance to dine there one day.
talking about that... i should really get rid of one of my worst habit that stuck with me for the past 7 years now. =.= din even know how i caught the bug.
"i must stop being a habitual liar!"
alright, probably not a habitual liar, but just a few HARMLESS lies once in awhile.
(examples)
1) telling people i'm on the way, waiting for bus at the busstop... WHILE i'm actually still at home fussing over my clothes/makeup.
2) saying smth which did not really happen to put in my bits in a conversation. (i dont do it often)
3) telling only half the truth, like changing the important points so people are prevented from knowing too much. (like rounded down my weight sometimes. but HEY! i really slimmed down quite abit now!)
4) saying YES instead of NO because i answered too fast to a question. =.= (and trying to get out of it using lame excuses... LIKE NOW)
so... i would really appreciate anyone who can help me with this problem of mine. it's sort of a habit and sometimes i answered too fast. =.=
and when i do, i cant bring myself to EAT up my words (but instead find excuses to cover it up) so either i 硬着头皮去做 or make up an excuse. lols
dont want to hurt other people's feelings mah. but, lying will end up hurting them too i guess. but... ok la, i wanted an easy way out. and find myself more trouble to think about later.
like right now, i cant go for dinner with her because i cant bring myself to meet up with someone i dont really enjoy meeting up with. EVEN THOUGH, the restaurant she suggested to visit sounds absolutely delicious!
should i bite my lips and go through with it or find an excuse to get out of it?
i'll feel bad if i find an excuse, but i really dont feel like meeting her. plus, i'm BROKE remember?
or maybe i should ask her to change the date...
aww man. why do i keep finding trouble for myself?
(randomness)
mervin is a nice guy. found that out after talking abit to him. changed my opinions seriously. =)
