expanded my blog a little bit more and added miyavi's official webbie to the affiliates link. LOLS. bored la u see. and i'm so in love with this blogskin (cus it's easy to edit) and i decided not to change it for long.
*all situation and scenario stated below are all made-up and any coincidences with anyone or anything is just a COINCIDENCE*
although not much (no one) people read my blog becus they either forgot my add or i change le nvr tell them, i wanted to blog about stuff becus it's bothering me for a while now. today's about "woman & r/s".
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1) 口是心非=女人的专长 (in my opinion)
why do we girls dont say what we really want to say? becus we want to see how sensitive you all are to our feelings wad! and see how well you know us... and see you know how to be a good bf/friend not. e.g. on the phone while girl prepare to go out...
*ring ring*
W: hello? M: hey dear what you doing now? W: i on my way to take bus out to meet my friends le. why? M: ohhh, no la just calling to see what you doing lor. W: hahas, so free ar. ah, my bus come le. M: issit, den i dont disturb you liao lor. very tired i go slp le. bye! W: orh. huh? eh... *hangs up!!!* W: .... (in heart: i in the bus nth to do, dunno how to chat with me for awhile till i rch meh! SIGHS!)
see how in considerate some dense darlings are. there are times where people dunno when to shut up also... and when to leave the place (or not to leave in some cases). den in some romantic situations (nv happen to me so i cant explain it clearly) the girl would be so touched lor. r/s level up kays.
a lot of times, how i wish there is someone out there who can understand my tots and feelings w/o me spelling everything out. but maybe i 拐弯抹角abit too much even my close friends (M&W both) dont understand and cannot get the hint. sighs.
2) den another issue is how do people define 'DESPO' woman?
defA) want a guy just for the sake of getting a BF to show off defB) want a guy becus she thinks it is good to have someone to depend on defC) want THAT guy becus she loves him
to me, i think that it is defA becus its for a stupid reason. it's normal for a person to long for a partner to share their sorrows, happiness, and all other feelings right. for girls also to have someone to depend on. 可以靠得住的男人is just what we ask for (maybe just what i ask for)
i feel despo at times due to some reasons. not that there are people who call me despo now la, 2X yrs old le of cus must think wad kind of BF/hubby to find. but thinking back to sec sch days...... those are just silly crushes that never developed into anything beyond that stage.
好男人绝种了! that's why i'm still single now. bad experience with a few guys so far. (a sad few only) LOLS. or maybe its jus i'm too unattractive. =(
but seeing so many of my friends happy with their future (possible) hubby and current BF, can't help but wish i have someone i love so much also. BUT i'm still clear abt what i want and somewhat can differentiate b/w my love, crushes, and despo-y feelings for ppl you know.
3) do LOVE = cant live w/o that special person?
if that is the case, i guess i'll never fall in love with anyone. it's perfectly fine for me to live alone, earn money and survive on a fix salary. if i die, den i'll just blame it on my inability to plan for my own life. RIGHT?
girls/guys who go ard killing, stabbing, jumping off bldg becus they got DUMPED is jus stupid la. what's more important than enjoying life in this world? (excluding earning money)
so young kids should just adjust their thinking (get rid of fantasy and fairytales) to:
LOVE = how to live longer with and w/o that special person
if not, all widows or widowers would be jumping off cliffs, drowning in seas, or slping on hospi beds by now. (TOUCHWOOD!)
