smth good happen today among all the misfortunes that i will elaborate on later, nearly forgot abt it... fabian rmb my birthday. =)
i'm not happy because he rmb it, i am happy because someone rmbs my bday. it was always forgotten... isn't it?
i dont bear grudges for ppl forgetting abt my bday, but i noe queenie forgotten it once. i bet amala forgotten it too... maybe she does cuz i somehow owe her a bday treat last yr rite. =x no offense.
even ppl in church forgets my bday. i was damn sad when aunty saumei said:'lucky i still have 1 extra present.' last yr during my bday i tink. they rmbed sheena's and shermaine's bday but forgot mine... how come? the THREE of us share the same birth date u noe? so nice to share a bday wif a pair of twins... but how come ppl can rmb theirs n forgot mine? it's a mystery... =s
now dat i rmb... i felt even sadder... sadden... sadded... sobx.
saturday. went out for pool wif sah n company in bedok... supposedly.
how the fuck can i forget to bring ezlink card n i/c. =.=
cuz i cab there so i din realize ezlink card nt wif me. n i brought the clutch bag out instead a big bag. =.=
din play pool in d end. feel so bad after dat. maybe i tink too much... but somehow, i hope that they wld still invite me along to their outings... although it is sah who always invited me along last minute... so i'm actually the extra among them... but, nvm lar, i had fun too.
was thinking perhaps aisah noes dat i wanna tag along too, so she invited me last minute. =) sah is kind... i'm kind to her too... most of the time. =) i wonder if sah reads my blog. mmmh, it wld be bad if she does.
aisah is a good friend to me, so touched... really, so touched... i can count on 1 hand who i will really miss and really cry if they're gone - rachel lim, queenie, aisah, choukin(sigh, miss her so much).
in the end flip coin go justin hse... play mahjong. played 3 rounds, den dad called and have to go. spoil my fun. sigh. sadded.
sunday was boring. damn boring. boring till i dun rmb wad happen and sunday was just yesterday, a bit more then 18 hours ago to be exact. bored. oh, i chiong gb to stone axe rank le. finally.
today went on maplestory. so damn fucking lag. kip dc every 1-2 min or so. imf finish le lor, spoil my mood. got so slpy... slept at ard 4am, cant slp dis few days. den woken up at 6am by alarm clocks. CLOCKS. 2 sisters is bad, 2 alarm clocks at 5.30am and 6.30am... =.=
in the end woke up ard 11.45am... due to nose bleeding. i knew i was gonna get sick soon. nose bleed for no reason. tio my pillow.
juz nw lag till sian nap abit ard 1-2 hours. sis came home n woke me up. stupid sis. now i notice i kip getting woken up by sisters. i hate them. they should disappear and stop intruding in my life. i want to be the only child. sigh.
login maple. train a teeny wneey bit and kip dc-ing again. they discussing abt their nxt outing i tink... feel so extra, so say wanna slp n log out. or else i'll feel sad cuz i really isnt included in their outings in the 1st place, will be tempted to ask if i can go or not. sadded.
sadded. sadded. sadded.
dun wanna spoil their outing.
so i'm blogging nw and actually really feeling a bit slpy. and my sister is slamming the door cuz her comp is giving her problems. damn her. go to hell. sigh.
